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I'm going to be catting around tomorrow with RTT XD YES!

I love catting around and tomorrow I get to be Bombalurina. Yes, you heard right, she is finished. Well, mostly. Still needs proper shoes but I'm working on that. And she needs gloves but may not get them... I don't know. I'll leave that up to popular opinion.

I'll be posting pics on DA and Facebook. Keep in touch ya'll.

Snow is White

Today is Thursday, April 20^th and it is snowing.

Lovely. Maybe I am imagining it. Nope, even Mrs. A says so. She is my host and Todd’s mom. Well, so much for a beautiful day. Now don’t get me wrong, I love snow. It is beautiful but cold. Gotta love Michigan. XD

On a happier note, I have sent the money for my wig to Zaberneva and she says it will be sent on Saturday. Which means I will have it by possibly Wednesday. I can’t wait. Now if only Peter can finish the suit; I hope he is all right. I don’t want to rush him because I know he has school and everything. I am just so eager to see it and wear her.

As for my countdown of days; I’ve lost track and will update when we get home.

Update

Today is Monday, April 16^th and I still have my puppy thanks to a fluke that didn’t let Ms. Linda work out. sad face I was really hoping that it would. But he proved to be too much for her to handle. We were going to take him to a shelter today, but it is snowing. And Todd’s mom won’t let him take Apollo into Ironwood because she is worried about the road conditions. Oh well, tomorrow for sure he will be gone. Again, don’t get me wrong. I love him but it is for the best. I may regret letting him go but I am so nervous that he is going to do something bad that I am having very little fun. He needs a one person, one dog home where he can run and play and get all the attention he needs without having to share. And he cannot get that here with us.

I had a dream about CATS last night. It was cool. I wish it were real; I miss catting around.

Like you saw earlier, it is snowing here in the Upper Peninsula of Michigan and of course that makes me L I’m not a big fan of snow. At least not when it is blowing so hard it forms a wall of white. I can barely see the lake from my window. It’s 35 degrees Fahrenheit outside. That’s cold for those of you in Europe and places that use Celsius. I miss Alabama and the warmth that we normally have this time of year. But it seems, according to the news, they are dealing with tornadoes and bad weather today. I’ll keep them on my mind and in my thoughts and prayers.

Well as of this afternoon Apollo is gone. We took him to the HOPE shelter in Ironwood. He is in a good place now, I know it.

My Birthday

Today is my birthday. So much for a happy one. We left to this morning to go visit Todd’s mother in Michagen and well, the car ride was okay. As okay as having to ride with two dogs in a hot car for 7 hours can be. Then we got to her house and sighs it was alright until she got home. Apollo met her dog and there was almost a fight. I can not handle that kind of stress. I just can’t. I forgot my meds this morning and so I had a mental breakdown when that happened. I’ve been crying most of the time we have been here.

I’m watching Aladdin on ABC family. It is helping me to relax. So don’t judge.

sighs again I don’t want to get rid of my dog, but I feel it is the right thing to do.

On the subject of RTT, he talked to Todd and he said he doesn’t want to break my heart because he doesn’t think I’m mentally up to it if we were to break up. Which is bound to happen; it happens in every relationship sooner or later in one way or another.

Well, so much for a happy birthday. Cries

Just An Update

I'll be in MI next week so I will not be online that much.

What to make of this...

RTT: what did you tell wendy ?
RTT: may I ask?>
Tugger21: only that we kissed and it was me that did it
Tugger21: why?
RTT: kk
RTT: hheh
Tugger21: the rest is *zips lips*
RTT: todd was asking  questions
Tugger21: he's nosy
RTT: heheh
RTT: just asked If I Was falling for you
Tugger21: and you're not, so there's no biggy
RTT: indeed
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Tugger21: though u did say you'd date me; or were drunk
RTT: I would .. but I dont want any stress on you
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Ashley: oh, why do you think dating me would be stressful? just curious you don't have to answer
Ashley: sorry about that
Ashley: todd has been bugging me as well and he saw what you said and yeah,
RTT: stresfull no
RTT: I just  dont want to break your heart

How would you break my heart?

Happy News

Well, I found out earlier this week that my mom was able to get enough money to take me to see CATS when it comes to Chicago the first week in May. XD I am soo happy, I'm stoked. Which may or may not be a word; don't judge me. I don't care.

My Bombalurina suit needs another coat of paint, another setting and snaps on the legs. Then it will be here, I hope. Soon. I am ordering a wig, not enough patience to actually make one. Don't judge me. :p

Found a CATS CD for $2. Me = happy. Listening to it as I type. Yep. I'm that obsessed. Judge as you will. Also, yesterday saw a guy in Best Buy wearing a CATS sweatshirt, it made my day to say the least.


Well, on a none CATS topic, there is a certain guy that has said he would date me, but, quote "I would .. but I dont want any stress on you" I'm not sure how to take it.Ya see, he's told me three times he'd date me and it confuses me. But we are both 80% homosexual. Odd aint' it. Thanks fate. Love ya too.

Well, that's been my week.

Easter Sunday

Happy Easter everybody!

Today is my last day with Peter.

To say the least it has been an interesting weekend.

With our combined efforts the Bombalurina suit is mostly done as of 8:23 a.m. on this Easter Sunday morning. All that needs doing, in order to the best of my knowledge is; heat dry the body, paint the arms, add the snaps to the shoulders and then I make the wig when I get back to Todd’s.

I have had limited Internet access simply because we have been busy working on the suit and I haven’t wanted to get online that much.

On the CCDB I have made a few friends: BigTimeRushJellice, MacavityManiac, Khan, whitetiger, Pouncival and xxDizzyxDreamerxx. I don’t know them that well yet, but I believe we shall slowly get to that point. Heck, Peter and I started out as Skype chat buddies and now we’re like best friends. I guess. I think so; I don’t know. It is too early in the morning for my brain to function normally.

Sad Day for Cats Fans

This is the worst day of any Cats fan’s life. As of May 13^th there will no longer be a tour running. They are canceling the tour. Yes, it is official.

Call me selfish, but I don’t care. This day sucks major balls. I’ve already been crying and my heart feels like its about to just stop. Let me explain why. I have never had the money and therefore the privilege to see the show live. I had the chance twice, but because of money; I didn’t. You see my issue. I have no more chances. Unless, by some miracle, I am able to see it in Chicago. Don’t know how that will happen, but yeah; Chicago is my last chance for Heavyside knows how long.

I don’t even have the heart to Cat around or listen to Cats. I want to scream and cry and just make a fool of myself, that’s how sad this day has become.

Well, hopefully the next time I post it will be happy.