Today is my birthday. So much for a happy one. We left to
this morning to go visit Todd’s mother in Michagen and well, the car ride was
okay. As okay as having to ride with two dogs in a hot car for 7 hours can be.
Then we got to her house and sighs it was alright until she got home.
Apollo met her dog and there was almost a fight. I can not handle that kind of
stress. I just can’t. I forgot my meds this morning and so I had a mental
breakdown when that happened. I’ve been crying most of the time we have been
here.
I’m watching Aladdin on ABC family. It is helping me
to relax. So don’t judge.
sighs again I don’t want to get rid of my dog, but I
feel it is the right thing to do.
On the subject of RTT, he talked to Todd and he said he
doesn’t want to break my heart because he doesn’t think I’m mentally up to it
if we were to break up. Which is bound to happen; it happens in every
relationship sooner or later in one way or another.
Well, so much for a happy birthday. Cries
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